2002-02-07, 1:36 p.m.
what i crave is a ham & butter baguette (jambon et beurre). after the gym tonight, i'm gonna eat that last chunk of dutch apple caramel streudel cheesecake from dinner last night. i hope its still there when i get home. don't you hate when that ONE thing you've been thinking about in your fridge all day is gone by the time you get home? that used to happen a lot when i lived with my parents. my dad (before he was diabetic) would eat anything. even if it was labeled DO NOT EAT in big red letters.
yesterday sucked balls (except the cheesecake part). i made the hugest screwup of my life at work and then i just couldn't get into the zone playing on the xbox. levels that are usually easy for me to beat were impossible yesterday. and then i had a bad sleep. hopefully today will be better.
