2002-12-02, 4:08 p.m.
i ate too much cheese and now i have the chills. dangit!
yuck. i'm getting sick. new year's resolution for 2003 is to eat more vegetables. 2002 was the first time i ever really made a resolution (and even kept it!). living where i do, the produce selection isn't that great. and living with the boys i do, vegetables don't cross their minds when they're making dinner--unless you count kimchee. and potatoes and corn don't count either. happy new year!
forgot to mention that i went to the spa. definitely the best one i've been to in the sf-area. one must be comfortable naked, however. at first, i was apprehensive. but i looked around and now i consider it an ego boost. with that, karma will probably have me sagging soon. off to kickboxing!
so i had to go to mass on christmas eve. stand up, sit down, stand up, sit down...blah blah blah. but at least it made my mom happier. and i finally succeeded in counting all the squares on the church's ceilings--something i've failed to do ever since i was a kid. i'd always lost count...but i don't know why it never occured to me earlier just to do some simple multiplication. 744 complete squares. and hopefully it will hold my mom off until next christmas.
holidays are much more fun when you're a kid and totally oblivious to adult problems. i had a good time watching my nieces squeal with delight as we all opened our presents. and its comforting to know that a lot of other people i know feel the same way. holidays would be easier without the adults--the older they get, the more insane they become.
hanging out with friends over the weekend, the topic of zines came up. i had a zine years ago...but these days, i doubt i could fill one up with anything interesting. my life is pretty boring. same boyfriend, same job. i'm pretty content, so i don't really have anything of substance to talk about. another major factor is that i don't have a great desire to impose my views upon others like i used to. and since i've been keeping a journal online for the past 5-6 years, i've covered a lot. most of what i write nowadays is just brain static. i'm not as passionate about this medium as i used to be. plus the Web is instant gratification. a zine is more expensive and labor -intensive to produce. ok, i'm just lazy.