2002-02-19, 1:39 p.m.
double/triple ugh. i'm in that position again. the one where my parents want ME to act like a parent to my brother. the very same brother i haven't talked to since thanksgiving, when he said "FUCK YOU" to me. a smart kid does not tell his sister, the one who is paying his rent, something like that. so i haven't spoken to him since. but now, my parents want me to take an active part in his 'intervention.' no, he's not doing drugs. he's just not doing well in school anymore (so they think), and they think he spends too much time at work, and they're asking me what they should do. i told them what i think (leave him alone and let him learn by fucking up instead of wiping his ass the whole way--he's almost 21, dammit!) but they obviously aren't hearing what they want to hear. because honestly, i'm done with dealing with this shit. i didn't ask to be a parent, and i'm not willing to be one. sometimes, people just need a kick in the ass. i think my parents could probably use one too. let your kid fuck up and quit spoiling him if you want them to be responsible. he's not my kid.
spent the long weekend in OC/LA and got back last night at 3am. yes, i'm tired, but i had to be at work today (AND i have to work next sunday...bleah)! i don't think i could ever live in OC, but i wouldn't mind living in LA for 2-3 years. its all so different from up here. the asian food is better and the (japanese) hip hop boys dance better. saturday night, saw the beat junkies at knitting factory. fun! spent a lot of time chilling (and eating delicious food) with j's boys in OC...and was too lazy to go to south coast like i'd planned. oh well--next time! i'm still full from all the deliciousness i had this weekend.
